The only way I’ll believe is when You do impossible tasks. Is that wrong? I’m so afraid, I don’t want to be wrong. I don’t want to be hurt. Even by You.

The world is caving in. And I don’t know how to stop it. I try so hard to hit the mark but I fall so short every time. Am I a failure? I’m so afraid. I don’t want to fail. I don’t want to hurt anyone. Especially You.

My heart is crying out in agony. My condemned, damaged, broken, ravaged, heart. Screaming for help. I don’t know where to turn. My supports are all imagined. I can’t tell who to trust. I’m so afraid, I don’t want to trust the wrong one. So I trust no one, including the trustworthy. Including You.